Sunday, March 22, 2009

I'm The Desprate.

I'm an emotional plane crash.
You might not know it but im three people
The nice one.
The Cold one. 
and The one You all know as Josh.
Will I ever Be just me?
I am.
Only ever so often.
When I'm Drumming?
Thats me.
If you ever get the chance to see me burn out a song or anything on a kit, 
look at my face.
Read my eyes.
I'm happy
and I couldn't give a fuck if you knew it or not.
Because I'm having so much darn fun!
I wish people understood My music.
And that I had a band.
So I could relese all of this anger, pain, and joy for once.
Thats all I had to Say. 
And now I'm going to go be happy.