I want to stop thinking about this

I want to know what is about to happen

But I think I do;

You are still deciding I'm told

But I know who you've chosen

It's sort of obvious

The one thing I ask is that he leaves me alone.

or at least makes fun of me behind my back

so I don't have to listen to it

I don't know what else to say

I'm really shaken up right now.

I'm sorry for bothering you.