You better Pray for Plauges.

Hello there.

Well then I suppose it's time to blog and not sound depressed!

Yeah!

No but for real I don't have a bunch to complain about

Things are still ify with somebody

but you know it's not really an issue for me

there's no we so I don't have a reason to be all mehf about anything

which I guess is good

but at the same time..

nevermind.

haha; yeah I'm going to do that to you.

I have been going into drum-comas I guess you could say,

I'll be in my head but at the same time just playing something about whatever I'm thinking about It's been eye opening you could say.

I think about people and it shows in my playing

if I don't like the person it goes really fast and I hit really hard

others just a regular jam thing

and others I don't even think about at all when I play

Everything is so contradicting.

I don't care what you say; it is.

I wish that I could plan out everything to work just the way I want it to

but I can't

I wish I could let down these walls for everyone

but I can't

I wish that I could be as strong as I need to be all the time

And I will.

For I can take anything aside from a bullet.

And now the walls are up

and I'm on lockdown.

no one in;

no one out.

I need a fucking break from my own head

So I can release all this hate I have for things I shouldn't worry about

But I can't

For I'm the passionate

I'm the aggressive

I'm the willing

I'm the scared

I'm the brave

I'm the broken

But I can be fixed.