I got a secret, It's on the tip of my tongue and on the back of my lungs.

Time for bed.

Jeez today was useless

I feel as if whatever I do is pointless now

Cause even if I try things fall apart,

So why bother right?

Why try?

Well campers I asked myself the same question and

did not have an answer I even wanted to hear.

I need something in my life to keep me in check

In balance if that makes more sense

But why try right?

I wish a lot of things were different.

No. not that. get over it; I have.

sort of...

Anyway

I have decided it would be a great Idea to stop talking

Cause nobody listens anyway

And if I said what I really thought or really wanted to say

You would either be offended or be even more confused just like me

As for now it's like 11:30

And I'm tired.

So goodnight..

I'm looking forward to the "Are you okay?" in the morning.